I'm new to this comm and I don't know who to talk to about this. I'm a 22 year old female and I've been questioning myself on things. Like...it'd be easier to be a guy and all that. Wondering what it's like and thinking that it might be easier to find someone. It's...really hard for me to explain. I hope I'm not bothering you with this I just...really don't know who else to talk to about this, as I can't talk to my mom about it (the only parent I'm living with). She knows that I'm into both men and women, but I don't think she'd understand this. (I've never been 'sexually active', so I really don't know which I prefer overall and haven't been asked out on a date or anything in almost 3 years.) Too much info, I know. Sorry. m(_ _)m
I guess I just need some help with this. I've been questioning myself for the 3 years that I've been alone and it only makes things harder. It's really hard for me to explain this. I've just been feeling like I should be a guy moreso lately. I mean...the doctors I've been to for health checkups and the like all say that I have more testosterone than what is usual for a female and I don't know if that has anything to do with this.
If there's anyone that can talk to me about things and help me with this, I'd really really appreciate it. I know what I'm saying probably doesn't make much sense and I'm sorry for that. I'm just really not sure how to straighten my thoughts out clearly on this matter. m(_ _)m